i dont even have guilty pleasures anymore i just like stuff and if people have a problem with that they can go fuck themselves
Does anyone ever look good running??
Like I always thought I looked determined and focused but I for glimpse of myself and I looked like I was in the middle of an excruciating orgasm…
I hate how when I’m talking to a customer about my job I always feel the need to tell them that I only work here in the summer and on breaks.
It’s like I have to let them know that I’m not the average person here just living at home off my mom, working at Mcdonalds, and going to tech forever. Nothing at all against tech school but when the people here go they dont ever graduate.
It’s so pathetic especially when I feel that I shouldn’t ever have to explain myself to anyone. But lately I’ve been thinking that its not them I’m trying to convince… it’s myself. I have to tell myself that what I’m doing now won’t be me forever because honest to God one of my worst fears to get sucked into this black hole of mediocrity. That’s all that’s here for me at home ,just nothingness.
Maybe I think too much but its so hard when all you do is work and go to school.I have very few friends here. It’s like the longer I’m home the more problems I seem to create.